- WHY DO I HAVE GO THROUGH THIS?
Please god, don't do this to me. I can't take it anymore.
Why do I have to go through all this fucking damn pain?
Why me, and not him? All ma life I had it like this.
And I can't take it anymore. I really don't know what to
do. You have find your love, but what for me? Nothing..
I have to go through all this pain that I don't want to ..
I said if you are happy, then I'm happy. But it isn't that
way.. It isn't .. Just when I think about you and her it
pain me to say this, but it hurts in ma heart. That you
have moved on so quickly.. That is the pain I don't want
to see anybody going through. I thought that i would make
it. Cuz i know how strong person I am. But I can't, this is
stronger than me. Stronger than ma body. I just want to
go away long long fucking away from here. I don't want to
see you or her. I can't look at you. That is making me hard
to breathe. Now I'm sitting here, looking in the wall and
fucking shaking. Cuz I can't take it anymore. And i really
don't want to lose you because of her. Im happy for you,
and wish you all the luck with her. But some day you gonna
realize and that girl is going to hurt ya really bad, and leave
everything behind. Like you did to me. That's why I don't
know what to say. Just ... i don't know. Don't forget everything.
It was so beautiful. Everything was perfect, until the 12februar.
I love you boy, and I will do it untill the day I die. My medo..
// LiciousAmii
Why do I have to go through all this fucking damn pain?
Why me, and not him? All ma life I had it like this.
And I can't take it anymore. I really don't know what to
do. You have find your love, but what for me? Nothing..
I have to go through all this pain that I don't want to ..
I said if you are happy, then I'm happy. But it isn't that
way.. It isn't .. Just when I think about you and her it
pain me to say this, but it hurts in ma heart. That you
have moved on so quickly.. That is the pain I don't want
to see anybody going through. I thought that i would make
it. Cuz i know how strong person I am. But I can't, this is
stronger than me. Stronger than ma body. I just want to
go away long long fucking away from here. I don't want to
see you or her. I can't look at you. That is making me hard
to breathe. Now I'm sitting here, looking in the wall and
fucking shaking. Cuz I can't take it anymore. And i really
don't want to lose you because of her. Im happy for you,
and wish you all the luck with her. But some day you gonna
realize and that girl is going to hurt ya really bad, and leave
everything behind. Like you did to me. That's why I don't
know what to say. Just ... i don't know. Don't forget everything.
It was so beautiful. Everything was perfect, until the 12februar.
I love you boy, and I will do it untill the day I die. My medo..
// LiciousAmii
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